Six days ago, I managed to dredge myself out of the malaise that had been clinging to me for a week or so.

Today I'm back in that hole again. WHY. WHY DOES MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY HAVE TO BE SO STUPID.

I don't want to do anything—not the comic that's due Tuesday, not commissions, not KC prep, not WoW or Diablo or ANYTHING. I just want to stop existing and I am SO. GODDAMNED. TIRED. of this happening over and over and why can't I just be normal and UGH.


current mood: aggravated

Diablo 3 first impressions:

Mmm, prett... why is there no sound?

Blizzard? Why is there no sound?

Oh there is sound, it's just going through my tower instead of going through my speakers. Well that's dumb, that's the same bug as the Mists beta has, you'd have thought they would have fixed that by now. Oh well I can fix it once I get into the game proper and find the audio control pan...

Oh wait, there's no audio source option in audio controls. Meaning there is no way to change what source the game uses for its sound, and it does NOT use your system's specs, because my iTunes shit is still going through my speakers.

This is going to Piss. Me. Off. Really. Goddamned. Fast. In fact I may not do more than create a character until I can fix it because lol, voice acting and audio lore makes up so much of the draw of the game.

This is stupid.


current mood: aggravated

Gave up on rep for the night because Teight logged on, and Teight had previously mentioned that he was okay with helping out on Precious runs because he needed exalted with Ashen Verdict still. So we did that (with some massive failure on the way, partially because I'd never done it with a healer instead of another dps, and partially because I am so awful at the pull with the scientists and the big explodey guys and kept getting the geists too). No shirt, but Teight got his rep.

Then he went to bed and I kept him in the group to use him to go farm Attumen (no mount) and while i was at it, Anzu and Skadi (no mounts there either).

Before I left Tanaris, I timed/mathed out that I get 1% rep every 5 minutes (4:15ish but rounding up to account for averages and better to go over than under, if that makes sense in this context and not just the buying fabric for sewing context). I also don't loot anything which drives me kind of crazy but looting takes valuable killing time. I suspect it takes longer if I just sit there and kill Cap'n Garvey over and over but I also don't have to pay as much attention, so we'll see.

Oh damn I should have used teight to go do AQ20 since I'm still missing an enchanting recipe from there, hisssss. Oh well, next time.


current mood: bored

So when I woke up this morning my friendspage was scrolling to high hell and I was like, "god why ><"

Turns out it's because, when I post a comic WITH commentary, bowspirits_feed actually posts the comic, whereas without commentary it just posts a link. Which is weird, but w/e.

Thanks to Sno mass-uploading PS there's only three posts to go 'til it scrolls off my flist and my page goes back to normal. Two more after this one, and I may get desperate enough to make them myself since my friends page movement is otherwise glacial.

In other news, my Last Relic of Argus took me to Narain's old hut in Tanaris, which I've taken as a hint that I should spend some time tonight farming BB rep. 62.2% now, if I can bring myself to get to 75% tonight that'd be good, though I can't seem to find any willing lowbies to be my vacuum cleaner and leaving all these corpses unlooted is ticking on my OCD a little bit :\

http://www.livestream.com/

I think the people who give a shit are asleep, but w/e. Gotta go fast D:

Edit: All done! At like, seven in the morning... but w/e.


current mood: crazy

Whoops nevermind, no livestream, going out to lunch lol :x


current mood: blah

tldr: life sucks.

( It's actually not really about that I'm just overly melodramatic atm )

You know the drill. Probably nothing too exciting, inking and trying to get over the end-of-the-week-deadline-is-coming-up-don't-want-to-do-anything malaise, heh.

http://www.livestream.com/xella

Edit: Done for tonight, KC AA drama has made me completely lose focus and I basically don't want to sit here anymore anyway.

http://www.livestream.com/xella

Now that I’ve worked off the urge to rake pine needles in my gigantic pinetree-infested yard, I’m gonna be doing something a little bit different and paint some charms! Priority are on the two I’m mailing out hopefully before the end of the week (Sollux and an OC). I may switch to something else partway through, but we’ll see.

Edit: Stopped for raid!