Twitter-esque brain mongerings from the past couple days:

• I'm an idiot.
• Turkeeeeeeeeeeey pet. Screw real turkey, though.
• gdi, the Star Trek MMO (coming out in February, doing closed beta now/soon apparently) is PC-only. I shouldn't be surprised, but still.
• I wish there was a bountiful table in Garadar, it'd make talbuk-grinding on my warlock so much easier.
• Trying to decide between the greater good and what I want is very difficult when the two are intermixed to the point where I don't know where each one lies.
• Why have I been getting sick drinking Sprite out of bottles but not out of cans? Is it just because there's more Sprite in a 2l bottle so I'm potentially having more soda at once (even though I swear I fill the same glass from each)? Is it because the bottles get ice in the glass? I wonder if that's it, if our water filter needs to be replaced... well of course it does but...
• My mother's sick, and they bought chinese today. Didn't get ME any, of course. I have to be sick for like two weeks before I get chinese, but she gets it on like day two of phlegm (and will probably get it more than once). Am I a terrible person for being bitter about something so stupid? My guess is yes. I've always had problems with irrational jealousy and so forth.
• Sometimes, I wish humans had a reset button. I'd give anything to not be the way I am.
• I'm probably going to get yelled at again, next time I'm online on Bloodscalp. Good reason to stay away, I suppose. Still, I really should be taking advantage of the spirit of sharing 10% rep buff for Dire Maul and goblins. Should be... but am not.


current mood: aggravated
current music: Tsuneo Imahori - Sandy Planet (Trigun)

Oops.

I ran out of sketchbooks.

*flail*


current mood: distressed
current music: Jean M. Auel - The Shelters of Stone (Unabridged) Part 3 (The Shelters of Stone (Unabridged))

NaNo pages 8-11 + bonus (1-7 if you missed those).

I apparently need to do two pages a day plus some extras if I'm going to finish in time. Fair enough, since some of the upcoming pages should be pretty easy.


current mood: ditzy
current music: Lois McMaster Bujold - The Sharing Knife, Volume 4: Horizon (Unabridged), Part 2 (The Sharing Knife,

( What the fuck, Google Ads... what the fuck. )


current mood: disappointed
current music: Techie Jessie - Heartache (Legend of Zelda)

Yeah. So, I can't do anything right and I'm in the shittiest mood this side of November, BUT IT'S FUCKING nanomango SEASON AND GOD DAMNIT I AM GOING TO MANGO.

Pages 1-7 :P


current mood: determined
current music: Jean M. Auel - The Plains of Passage (Unabridged) Part 3 (The Plains of Passage (Unabridged))

I'm about = close to just ditching LiveJournal altogether. It's logging me out constantly (in three browsers: safari, firefox, and netscape), and every time I try to view any content while I'm logged out it warns me that I may be viewing adult content, and when I say that's okay CONTINUES to censor my content even though I JUST SAID it was okay and I was aware that there might be (gasp!) titties on the interwebs.

Of course, then where would people go for my infrequent bitching posts? AND WHY THE FUCK IS SAFARI AND iTUNES BOTH BEING FUCKING RETARDED PIECES OF SHIT JESUS H CHRIST CAN NOBODY DO ANYTHING AROUND HERE GOD DAMN.

(Warning, you may have just read adult content!)

I feel like garbage. I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm emotional about stupid things, I've felt like throwing up all day, my life is going nowhere and I don't have the emotional firmness to do anything about it.

Oh, and fourteen years ago I moved across the country and lost just about everything. Fourteen years and I am STILL bitter as hell... god, I'm retarded.


current mood: frustrated
current music: Berlin - Take My Breath Away (Love Theme from "Top Gun") (Top Gun (Motion Picture Soundtrack) [Speci

So.. you can't unlearn a language, right? I mean, you can forget it if you don't use it a lot I guess, but you can't unlearn the basics?

Because I swear to god I'm unlearning written English, and it's beginning to fucking scare the shit out of me. I used to never type to when I meant two or reign when I meant rein or rain but now I'm doing it all the time, and I'm misspelling words I've known since I was five, and not just because I'm typing too fast to have the accuracy I used to have. I mean, this combined with forgetting the stupidest random-ass words, combined with the other stuff...

I need help. I need a doctor who can fucking treat this shit, because the slew (not slough) of doctors I've seen about this shit haven't done a single goddamned thing.

On the plus I guess, we got our Ironbounds today, and I managed to finally get a Less Is More run together (for 25-man). Gotta set up a ten-man later this week for Spore Loser, and find out if Many Whelps has been fixed (the disconnect bug). Gotta gotta gotta nerdpoint, bury my head in the virtual sand and do my best to go back to pretending that my life isn't so amazingly ridiculously fubar.


current mood: exanimate
current music: Al Stewart - Year of the Cat (Year of the Cat)

it's been six hours since I (re)started trying to convert phpbb2 to phpbb3, and I've completed one of the two boards. Well, by completed I mean it's functional... but so, so ugly.

Can't do any more today, too tired.


current mood: exhausted
current music: Al Stewart - Year of the Cat (Year of the Cat)

I love RNG. Epadoa got her Flimsy Male Dwarf Mask today, bringing her total of "required masks" left for A Mask for All Occasions down to five. BUT Delenda (who was made somewhere around Easterish) got a Flimsy Male Blood Elf Mask on her Trick or Treat an hour later (which Epadoa also needs *stabs the rogue*), bringing HER total down to five as well. While I can't argue with progress, I really do wish I could transfer the three masks that my rogue has to my shaman, who needs them (Male BE, female BE, and male NE). It's very irritating.

Also irritating are the new Escape ads that Ford's been playing during Sunday/Monday night football/baseball/whatever else I end up watching on TV. Like, why in god's name would you make an ad for a vehicle and not display the vehicle in any way, shape, or form? C'mon Ford, if you're willing to distort your perfect SUV like you did for the 2008+ model years, you should be willing to show off your abominations in your commercials for them. How bad are the commercials? so bad that I can't even find them on YouTube, even though I can find the Chia Obama commercial that ran right after it.

We went to Ikea today! I love ikea. Didn't get much of anything, but we did buy this little $2 circular cat stuffed animal thing that looks kind of like a pumpkin. Pretty sure my father put it out on the porch with the weird pumpkin my mother purchased from Michael's (and which she in turn had decorated for sale there, lol).

Hrm, 25 minutes 'til the next ToT, then I think I'll pass out. Ho hum.


current mood: cranky
current music: Lois McMaster Bujold - The Hallowed Hunt (Unabridged), Part 2 (The Hallowed Hunt